RealTimeBondage - Spacegirl - Electric Love
BDSM - RealTimeBondage - Spacegirl - Electric Love, added Fri, 01 Mar 2024 02:50:24 +0200
The plank is tightly tied to my arms. I can feel its weight on the shoulders as I walk in my high spike heels. He pushes my to the floor. The pressure on my shins and knees is unbearable. He starts by making me stand still and holding out for as long as possible. Then he starts to insult me, kicking me even as I'm tied helpless. I can feel the delicious warmth of my body as I feel my cheeks blush. I am objectified now, I am a doll, a toy. The games will be played to break me.
My pain experiences have always been unintentional, unassigned, and unrelated to me. I felt a rush of adrenalin as I realized I was going to be tied and whipped. Not only was I afraid, but I also felt a sense of curiosity. I wondered if I would be able to endure it. Will my mind be able to control my body and suppress the inevitable panic? The pain was so intense that all thoughts were banished. He told me to stop resisting the pain. I was half-tranced by this time, my mind trying desperately to slip back into a world of almost-sleep. I tried to not recognize the breasts covered in vicious, red welts. A few of them were lightly breaking the surface. The thighs being whipped. The pussy that was exposed and red due to the clamps, whip, cane...but it was my body. I learned to accept the pain and not resist it. This suffering was beautiful, because it took me to another place, a foreign one. This was a place that I had never been in my painless life. The whip did not stop hurting me, but the pain became permanent. I felt alive and electric.
Before my show, I never imagined that I would enjoy the pain. In this, I was right. Now, months later, it is that very element I had not considered that has remained in my mind. I used bondage and submissiveness to create a whole world of pleasures, potentials, anticipations and denials. I didn't realize that there were still other places unexplored and other places I hadn't been. When I look at the scene of the whipping I can see this place through the tears on my face. I can hear it through my wide-open mouth, in my short hard breaths. It is in my eyes, looking out but not focused and seeing a world only I can see.
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Format: mp4
Duration: 58:14
Video: 3840x2160, AVC (H.264), 11455kbps
Audio: 147kbps
File size: 4.8 GB
